Monday, March 7, 2011

Yesterday

Yesterday

Yesterday has brought us today
and alters none of what I say.
The feelings remain the same
of that there is no shame
and only hope that you see in me
the one
you would have me be.

There, in an embrace we stood
and time took a breath if it could
with only a cloth between the flesh
briefly to allow our spirits enmesh.

Your warmth and softness was felt.
and even on parting it did not melt,
but lingered the day, through the night
hopeful from a mystery comes the light
that shows a path for both to find
of an inner peace, solace of mind.

John Mullinax 2009

Winds of Change

Winds of Change

My heart so loudly sings
to the feet a dance it brings.
Yet in some way restrained,
by circumstance it seems,
to be let loose and fly away
- of that are my dreams.
 

Just when all seems so right,
comes a cloud dark as night.
It's shadow long and grey,
it seems to me to say,
"In me there is a change,
uneasy and all so strange."

But such a specter will not win.
Enduring through thick and thin,
so
this too, I will behind me put.
With a strong heart, a willing foot,
I take a step through the door
to another place
a brighter shore.

John Mullinax (date unknown)

WARNING TO THE UNION

WARNING TO THE UNION

The president sits the throne as much as a King
and the Congress sits smugly as the king's court,
while SCOTUS in their black robes say not a thing
and the media once free, will none of this report.

The Lobbyist, to Congress whisper their need;
the schools, of liberty they no longer teach.
And no one is listening and none take heed.
Awaken! Lest freedom pass beyond our reach.

John Mullinax August 2009

How Was I to Know

How Was I to Know

Into my life
you had come unexpectedly,
bringing a freshness;
riding a horse of sheer delight.

You drew my thoughts
away from every day concerns,
and replaced them with
things of beauty; possibilities
never imagined.

You filled my soul
with joy that spills over
wanting more of that
which makes it feel alive.

You see,
that's what you are
to me.
John Mullinax (date unknown)

To Ever Meet Again

To Ever Meet Again

One summer day upon a meadowed hill I lay.
Would that it might, for here I could ever stay.
Having now arrived by a path through the wood,
stopping by the brook where my love had stood.

But now alone, of her, in my memory, it seems,
likened to the nights she appeared in my dreams.
She, a ghostly figure I am unable to hear or touch,
that once in my arms I had loved, loved so much.

So lying here, looking up, I gaze upon a liquid sky,
wrapped in a melancholy feeling, yet I do not cry.
Even now this heart, by an ache that won’t let loose,
remembers the moment that I to her was introduced.

And in these sweet perfumed thoughts I languish,
savoring the drifting thoughts of the one I miss,
until a deep and comforting sleep for me I take,
to dream on as though with her, never I to wake.

John Mullinax May 2010


To Be Free

To Be Free

If by fate or Providence a Republic exists,
then by any other form, we should resist.
For if not by determined vigilance,
it will erode and be shred askance -
tossed upon the dung heap of Democracy,
and from that false Camelot to soon flee
into the dark pit of terror called Anarchy,
also an abomination to not forever be.

From such ashes will rise an Oligarchy
ruled by a few, anointing a ruler to be.
Called an Emperor, Dictator or King -
a Fascist, Communist it's all the same thing.

To think that once was held so dear

a form of rule no man need fear,
one ruled by Law and not by man,
a Republic to keep if he can.

John Mullinax
February, 2009

Time

Time

Time winds its way
across the mind
leaving footprints
to remember by.

It moves unaided
to unknown futures,
one for each of us
even when not here.

To look back is
once upon a time,
just a fuzzy trail
dustier with age.

Then comes the
eternal dark.
Even for that
it marches on.
It then becomes
the conscious river
in which those
that follow swim.

Neither felt or seen  
as silent as the wind
it sweeps the floors
of an ever universe.


No beginning, no end,

just an always been,
coming from nowhere
and nowhere to go.

Unfathomable ocean,
event stacked on event
of relative objects that
float in finite space.

John Mullinax Oct. 2009

The Sun

The Sun

The world would never be the same
if should perish this life giving flame.
Of daily rounds, never it fails to make.
It leaves to sleep and returns to wake.
What lesson of this miracle can we learn

only our hope that it shall always burn.

John Mullinax (date unknown)

Friday, March 4, 2011

THE OLD IRON POT

THE OLD IRON POT

It was just an old iron pot
as though someone forgot,
turned up on its side to hide,
masking that in which it took pride,
silent as we kids nearby did play,
just waiting there for it's special day.

How to tell it was hard to say
but this was no ordinary day.
Begun with a bath the night before
then fresh clothes and on out the door.
And there was Gran righting the pot
for some reason I knew not what.
Kindling was laid 'round real tight
ready for the match struck to light.

Some kind of ritual it appeared to me.
it's unfolding I had stopped to see.
Peering over the pots edge to take a look
at first I thought what are we about to cook?
It sat full of water waiting to heat
with a pile of cloths near my feet.
The mystery only seemed to grow
as warming, the pot began to glow.

Gran then scooped up that dirty pile;
looked over to me and began to smile.
She must have seen my puzzled face
and with her gentle charming grace
said, "Wunering what's up today?
"Yes ma'am" was all I could think to say.
And then with a paddle she churned
and stirred so's not them clothes to burn.

She chuckled as she said to me,
"This how's we get You’uns clothes so clean,
this here's my old warshin machine."
And so that day I learned about an old iron pot
a lesson long ago I've kept and haven't forgot. 

John Mullinax Mar., 2008

The Effects of Gin

The Effects of Gin

On Delta flight 723 on the way to Borneo,
da air be so bumpy but headed there I go.
Little dids I know what be in store for me.
Had I knowed, on dis plane I wouldn’t be.

Had I jes knew dem native’s strange appetite,
den no way would I ha’ been on dis ‘er flight.
No sooner there and to the jungle me set about,
soon to hear da native’s drums and scary shout.

With fright, them I see, ‘n turn about to flee,
but I’s too slow, dey dun catched up to me.
Off with me head, the rest to the pot to boil,
with herbs, roots, seasons and cooking oil.

But the tricks on them ‘cause they not knew
of me how tough cooked, my meat to chew.
When dey done start’a spit and begins to choke,
I teached em a lesson on cook’n an English bloke.

John Mullinax June 2010

That Old Barn

That Old Barn

That old barn sat a’top the hill.
Through the years a sentry it stood,
against summer heat and winter chill.
Built with sweat and made of wood,
it sheltered hay from stormy rain
and stood barricade to the wind.
How it lasted a mystery to explain;
standing straight, it did not bend.
~~~~~
Below the house a hundred yards away,
the rooster crows and starts the day.
Out of bed, to the hearth, a fire to stoke;
uncovered coals finally lit begin to smoke.
To the stove with kindling carefully laid,
a match is struck another fire is made.
Biscuit batter rolled and patted in the pan;
another day at Mullin’s farm they began.
Around Nora’s waist an apron was tied
and Luck stretched, then moved outside.
~~~~~
Out on the porch beside the well
a wash pan filled from the water pail;
a mirror hung where Luck took a glance.
Then to the sky – any rain by chance?
Back in the kitchen the biscuits baked;
the gravy warmed, the coffee makes.
~~~~~
East above the crib, the sun did burn.
Cows need milking and butter to churn.
Up the hill, pail in hand, Nora did go.
It mattered not - wind, rain or snow.
Scarf on head upon her stool she sat-
rhythm of milking. Splat, splat Splat.
~~~~~
Down the hill Nora carefully walked
all alone so no one talked.
Warm milk went from pail to jar
to go across the road a little far.
There in the spring house it did lay
cooled and kept throughout the day.
~~~~~ 
 Meanwhile chores called to old man Luck
mules to feed, fields to plow, corn to shuck,
winter wood and hay to cut, fences to mend
the tasks stood like soldiers end to end.
Constant was the toil; but now and then
a drink of water, a passing cloud of shade.
”Don’t be a fretting much less afraid.”
~~~~
He wiped the sweat from neck and brow.
Another year to go only God knew how.
The sun was setting; to the house he trudged -
a prince of land and labor, but not begrudged.
~~~~
For Nora, the day’s chores not yet done
a whole lot of work and certainly not fun.
Supper to cook and socks to mend;
on top of that eleven children to tend.
By the kerosene lamp the only light
they studied hard and dared not fight.
Food on the table, on the bench their place;
heads bowed low while Luck said grace.
~~~~
Food all eaten, they could talk and laugh,
not for long, twenty two feet needed a bath.
Gathered in by Luck as he was like to say,
”Best get on to bed; comin’ a brand new day.”
And while all through the night they slept
up on the hill where hay and mules were kept,
a wise old owl looked out over land of toil
and all was good till the rooster crowed,
”Get up, get up, up, up; got’a tend that soil.”
 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
  
John Mullinax, 2006

Tea Party

Tea Party

From the four corners
and of every stripe
they came against the 
Federal might to fight.
Armed not with sticks, 
guns or violent intent
but with a message,
"to home you are sent."

Some were young and
some old in their bones
and all heard the sound
of the founder's moans
where helpless and silent
in their graves they lay
except......
for the power left
in us to have their say.

John Mullinax (sometime shortly after Tea Party event in Washington D.C.)

Surfaces

Surfaces

Surfaces everywhere abound.
Prominent are those lived around.
For ancient man, it was air
where it lay upon the ground
and stretched to sleep upon the sea.

Yet to stir in either realm;
to the sailors hand upon the helm;
to the hunter caught far of home;
on land condensed its awesome
power to a tornado fury.

Where at sea, its potent
gathering whips up a howl
that speaks for the tons
of water whose final growing
will bash some distant shore.

And where the land lives in
continual erosion of arranged borders
with the sea, a surface he knew well.
This Ancient man, he traveled
best upon the ground, not in it,
rarely above it, and where his body
touched would come to be called his feet.

Without the navigator’s up around,
this earth his feet they touched,
could well be upside down.
Though most his body was touched by air
he chooses at lengths of capital advance
to find it suitable covering….
what we now call clothes.

How would you feel
wearing something you just ate?
Later would come the smell
and later yet through proper age and care
would come to be a grand old suit.

Good enough to decorate
with shells, feathers and such as that.

My how the times have changed.
We know well and call it history
of what he has become.
But what was it like then,
especially of his mind?

John Mullinax (date unknown)
 



Star Fires

Star Fires

Of all the stars away so far,
the brightest one you are.
Like the unending water of a river,
you are the giver.
Just as the morning bird sings,
 from you the joy springs
to lift the hearts all around 
while to this earth are bound.

You are the fire
that all who know you gather round
to seek from you
the warmth and love so rarely found
in a world
where so many search but never find
the waiting heart,
the hidden passion, peace of mind.
John Mullinax May 2009

Stairs

Stairs

I walk up the stairs hoping to find
a door that opens to the mind.
Each step it no closer brings,
no answers just dangling strings.

Voices of the paths have come I,
wondering of the ones I didn't try.
But time can not be put in reverse,
to worry what wasn't is the curse.

So now just take it as it's found
forgetting about another go around.
Do it now or not at all it's said.
So now, what do you instead?

Worry not of things you missed,
or the special one not kissed.
T’is folly to think it any different -
born, then on your way are sent.

T’is the way it was meant.
Do not regret nor resent.
..........

John Mullinax (date unknown)

Spirit

Spirit

Grab a fast horse called Courage;
ride her up a mountain named Doubt.
Grab her by the mane and hold on tight
because you're on an uncharted route.

Do not fear where she goes;
it's to places you've never been.
Cast off those ordinary concerns.
Ride Excitement to the very end
.
John Mullinax May 2009

TWO THOUGHTS

TWO THOUGHTS

Short Thoughts
Stand straight stand tall.
Think big, be not small.
Love others and they to you.
Dream big it may come true.
Work hard but also play.
What now, I've had my say?

Weird Thought
Myself said to me, “Want to try,
I may even tell the reason why".
So I asked myself, "what's on your mind?"
 "No comment", it said to me.
"Is that all you have to say", asked I.
Again, "No comment", was the reply.
"Then go back to sleep,
I've got fish to fry", said I.
John Mullinax (date unknown)

Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time

Back long ago before the law
men took anything they saw,
a woman or fresh killed meat,
even you if not fleet of feet.

Then a king came along
to protect you with his song.
Obey me, protection you get,

but just not freedom yet.

Being ruled wasn't cheap
only a little that you reap
were you allowed to keep-
little to eat, no time to sleep.

Rising up, Liberty's found.
No more the king around. 
No longer to an evil crown,
only to the law are bound.

When did this take place
and by what luck or grace
do we keep ourselves free,
we the children of
Liberty.

A miracle never yet seen,
a law upon which to lean,
obtained by a revolution,
was called the Constitution.

And now are blindly led
down a path of dread
with the devil now in bed
for a little security instead?

The founders are sure to weep
as to chains again we creep.
Our minds have gone to sleep,
led along no more than sheep.

-John Mullinax July 2009

Mystery

Mystery
Of circles all things are made,
making my life one big circle.
A message spins my thoughts.
I think this may be the message:
Whispers came softly of love,
and love to me softly whispered,
"Stand day and night by it's door."
- a door that has me stand,
as a statue fixed by command,
to wait it’s mystery revealed,
revealing to me an eternal wait,

standing there by it's gate.

John Mullinax (date unknown)

My New Pants

My New Pants

Oh my gosh, way back then,
just
a simple start, an innocent begin
when
barefoot boys ran out to play,
then
back inside to hear mother say,
"Look
at the mud on those new pants!"

What
will your father say, she chants,

when
he sees the mud on those new clothes?
Come
here son; let me wipe that dirty nose.
Don't

worry, your dad will understand
that
you're not grown, just a little man.
Now,
go clean up and take a bath;

get
ready for your father’s wrath.

John Mullinax May, 2009